A Story To Tell.

* Friday Afternoon of late January & early March of the year 2008. Everything seems to be going just right. Everyone passing us by is filled with joy and so was I. *

Have you ever felt like you have let your only chance left to be happy slip away?? That was so awful. It was like you're losing everything you had. SUMMER OF 2008 was the best I ever had I think, but the thing I thought that would START EVERYTHING paved way TO ITS END. Like most people, I long awaited for that one fleeting moment, but like other fleeting moments, It was suppose to end. I JUST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THAT SOONER.


* Those Fridays were the best I ever had, Time suddenly stopped for us to feel the vibe. *

It all started that way, like any other stories. I never really wanted to believe that inch by inch I'm getting closer to them. But just like any other stories, there would always be a backslider. I HATED ALL OF THEM LIKE HELL, but I kept it. I never wanted to start a fight so even though what I am hearing about me hurts me so much, I KEPT QUIET. Till I cant take it anymore, I spitted it all out. LEAVING ME IN COLD, alone. . .

* Things that are special are meant letting go. *

I can't understand why & how it all started. TILL I FELT LIKE I WAS THE BIGGEST LIAR ON EARTH. I was in pain but showed them I am strong. I don't want to be the loser of this stupid game, THE TRUTH IS- THERE'S NO CHANCE OF WINNING OVER THEM.

* When you sacrifice something that is special, you're not really losing it-- YOU'RE JUST PASSING IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE*


Yeah, I KNOW I LOST IT. I am happy though. I JUST HOPE THAT I PASSED IT ON TO SOMEONE WHO TRULY DESERVES IT.