Climate Chage?

Way back March, I was welcomed by a super-hot weather. It's like you're going to die because of the heat. I thought it would go on up to early this May but here we are, stuck in the house because of the rain. The weather is abnormally changing nowadays, just last January, it was really really cold and I can survive school even without air-con. As I told, last March, the heat was so unbearable. And now, rain on summer is not so much fun at all. We used to go swimming but then since it's raining, my grandma will tell us "umuulan naman eh, malamig na mamaya." See? THIS IS REALLY DISTURBING.

Another effect of this cause is nobody is out. In my previous entry I wrote about my gala with Justin & Luri and honestly speaking, I got really really bored since we have nothing else to do. I'm afraid it will rain so I don't want to go anywhere else. We're stuck at our church's youth hub and seriously, I was shocked that there are less people in there unlike my previous summer. So as I said, we were stuck. And then Justin felt really uneasy, she started vomiting so she decided to go home. After a few more minutes, Luri got a headache so we had no choice, I am going home. See the serious effect of this climate change?

NO SOCIAL LIFE - NO LIFE.

COPIED.

If your best friend was being cheated on, would you tell them?
> "Okay honey, get dressed. EMBA tayo. [:"

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
> TO GOD?

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
> Not really, I was just recently singing it on the bathroom all the time. [:

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
> Nobody.

Is there anyone you trust that you shouldn't?
> Yeah and it was really really BLAH! [:

When was the last time you hugged someone?
> Hmmmm?

Something you really want right now?
> PIZZA. Yummeh!

Are you a jealous person?
> Yeas I am. So BEWARE. [[:

What song are you listening to?
> AMERICAN PIE

Do you wear contacts?
> I AM PLANNING.

You see a shooting star, do you make a wish?
> Ha, ha. I will be the last one to see it. Engots ako diyan.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
> Depends actually.

What were the last words you said to your Dad?
> ingat!

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
> Yes of course. To someone worth devoting to. Ha, ha.

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
> Eew. Exchange of saliva. Ha, ha. Save it for the wed.

Has a rumor ever been spread about you?
> Yeah. It was hilarious. Ha, ha.

Would you rather give or receive?
> GIVE.

Are you easy to get along with?
> I think so and NOT SO. Ha, ha.

Do you have a girlfriend?
> A LOTTTT.

Do you hate more than 3 people?
> I think so. [:

Do you use chopstick?
> YEAH.

Are you too forgiving?
> Not so, ha, ha. I forgive but stab you in the back. Get it?

Are you happy?
> Yeap.

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
> Nervous, I'm turning 18, what now? Ha, ha.

Do you firmly believe that everything happens for a reason?
> Not so. HA, HA.

Where were you on Saturday's night?
> Bus ride home, I think.

Do you have any piercing?
> madami.

Do you think someone has feelings for you
> Ha, ha. You think? [:

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
> lots. [:

Getting Over It

To Whom It May Concern,

This may sound a little odd okay? I am sorry.
Sorry for being childish enough to have sent you away, maybe because I've relied too much on you but I haven't noticed it as soon enough so I could still fix the mess. YOU never ever gave me a chance to explain why I got so jealous or even why I want them out of my sight, cause you never ever listened. Look, I AM SORRY TO HAVE WASTE 99.9% of your time always mooning about something extremely unimportant to you, strictly out of your business. I AM SORRY FOR REMEMBERING THAT YOU TOLD THAT YOU WERE MY FRIEND & I THOUGHT YOU WERE THERE TO LISTEN. I AM SORRY FOR THAT.

It seemed a little bit weird that I still remember every single detail of what used to be, which is real stupid because I honestly know that I wasn't even a friend. Now that I am getting used to living everyday without everything, I am saying you weren't truly deserving enough to be called anyone's friend because you know what!? YOU ACT AS IF THE WORLD CURSED YOU WHEN IN FACT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAD MORE PROBLEMS THAN WHAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW SO GET OVER IT.

I am saying this not because of hatred or even bitterness.
It's just that last night, I threw it all off and simply got over it. [:

SATURDAY. 042509

Went out with my two BBF's yesterday.

It was fun cause I missed them so much. But the long day was really boring since we all felt sick yesterday we really don't know why but in Justin's case, we know what's happening to her HAHAH.

Anyhoo, we were also with Jasper yesterday.
Justin & I stayed at Mcdo & Seattle's while waiting for Luri.
We also had Bs with achi Jeanette early in the am. [: THAT'S IT. Hopefully next week we'll come up with something fun to do not just hang around sa youthhub, it was sorta boring. HAHA. [:

The times were OVER. [:

I'm waking up for the better.

Wanted: TRUE LOVE.

By: Jusjan, Lish, && Ria [:

Ria's list:

Most of the items on my list defines a "koeanovela" love interest. Oh well maybe, I wish to meet one of those huys sooner. [:

Likes :

1. A guy who could carry me on his back.
2. A guy who knows how to play a piano piece.
3. A guy without a BITTER-Ex. ( I had too much drama because of them.)
4. Nice hair. [:
5. Nice eyes. Hates big eyes I swear, I don't want my kids to suffer. HAHA!!
6. Humor, don't wanna get serious on me all the time. Besides, SO BORING! Haha.
7. Athletic.
8. HEIGHT. Please! Haha [:
9. Medyo mayabang.
10. MIN-DONG-HYU. A guy who thinks of hus words first, a guy who loves little kids, a guy who carrues a drunk girl on his back, a guy who listens to what her girl's about to say. SIMPLY, A GUY WHO KNOWS HOW TO RESPECT & KNOWS HIS BOUNDARIES AS WELL. [:

Dislikes:

1. Facial hair. [:
2. Too much muscles.
3. RED RUBBER SHOES.
4. DARK SHADES UNDER A SUNNY DAY. lmao!
5. BODY PIERCING
6. A guy who smokes like there woul;d be cigarette shortage the next day. [[:
7. DOTA. I don't want to fight over this.
8. Wears sando outside.
9. Wears tsinelas sa church.
10. Hindi marunong humawak ng basketball. I know a guy, haha I won't tell. s:
11. O.A
12. Has a distinct unpleasant smell.
13. F4 hairstyle. Please.
14. Nagseshave ng legs. [:

EQUALS = LEE JI HOON or HYUN BIN

Jusjan's List:

The perfect guy. The guy without flaws. Hehe! "I know right?!! Kidding!" Anyhoo, here is the list of her future love interest.

LIKES:

1. Nice Hands, maybe she loves holding his hands. HAHA!
2. Clean feet. [:
3. Magaling sa Math.
4. Marunong magluto.
5. Sweet/Thoughtful/malambing.
6. Romantic.
7. likes kids
8. marunong sa kids
9. maganda smile
10. Christian & Family man.
11. Marunong kumanta.
12. Plays an instrument.
13. Matakaw
14. First priority
15. gets jealous
16. mabango
17. mababa boses.

DISLIKES:

1. kuripot
2. old fashioned / not openminded
3. nagsoshorts
4. madungis
5. sabog kilay
6. pangit ipin
7. pangit english. HAHAHAH TURN-OFF! [:
8. madaming acne
9. hindi naggugupit ng nails.
10. ma-balbon.
11. nagyoyosi
12. techie
13. tattoo!!
14. excessive earpierce.
15. momma's boy
16. ma-eyebags. [:

EQUALS = EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN or WILBERT PAN

LISH'S LIST:

Unknown to most people, this girl here has the most serious list. HAHA!! So here's the list she made. [:

LIKES:

1. Thoughtful
2. Good manners
3. Knows how to play an instrument
4. love/knows how to dance
5. laging on time
6. Respects her even without her friends.
7. Willing to accept her.
8. kaya siyang ipakilala sa parents.
9. marunong magluto.
10. love kids.
11. Pupunta sa performances ko without any dull excuses.
    

DISLIKES:

1. hot tempered
2. Chismoso
3. epal
4. flirt
5. jologs

EQUALS = RAYVER CRUZ

ME, Only Better. :)

The best thing about life is learning to love yourself. No matter what size you are, no matter how many bad hair days you encounter. LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT FLAWS. Never mind the worst part of your body, instead, enhance your best features. Life isn't about perfection. It's all about accepting everything about you. God created us unique with each other so we don't have to compare ourselves to those supermodels we see on T.V. We can't be like them, we can never hide our imperfections. Beauty is about confidence. The confidence to carry any clothes with class. The confidence to walk with our own style. The confidence to step out of your room without make-up.

BEAUTY ISN'T ABOUT YOUR SIZE. True beauty is found in someone who is not ashamed to shop fr her own clothes, unafraid to tell her real size. Unfraid to tell the world that she, herself, has her own flaws yet accept herself as who she is. TRUE BEAUTY THEY SAY IS FOUND IN THE HEART. Apparently, this statement has been overrated for ages. I do believe that real beauty is found in a woman who has a heart to share, confidence to inspire, and hand to serve our Lord, Jesus Christ. By this time, I know, real beauty is found in someone who cares about other female.

NO MATTER WHAT SIZE YOU ARE, WE ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL IN THE EYES OF OUR LORD ALMIGHTY. Our Creator. :)

1. when is the best time to break up?
* Actually there really is no BEST time, there is a RIGHT time instead. YES YES! ;)
.
2. where is the best place to break up?
*NO BEST PLACE either. Haha!
.
3. why do couples break up?
* I don't know. They simply fall out of love I guess?
.
4. what was the reason of your last break up?
* HAHA no break up yet. IM A GOOD GIRL. lmao.
.
5. if u will break up with the one ur with right now, what would be the reason?
* I'm not dating but one best reason is simply HIM being a jerk. ;)
.
6. best reason of break up (yung madaling tanggapin)
* THIRD PARTY
.
7. worst reason of break up (yung halos di mo mapapatawad)
*3 PRETENDING TO LOVE ME. HAHA diba diba?
.
8. how does a break up feel?
* HARD at times.
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9. best break up line.
* YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT.
.
10. worst break up line.
* I NEED SPACE. Haha cheesy right?
.
11. what’s the best thing about a break up?
* finally having a time for yourself. ;)
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12. what’s the worst thing?
* Yung resbak nung EX which is really very pathetic.
.
13. best thing to do to recover from a break up?
* acceptance of both sides.
.
14. worst thing to do after a break up?
* suicide haha.
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15. are u friends with ur ex's?
*
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16. why or why not?
*
.

I CAN ALWAYS LOVE THE WRONG PERSON && IGNORE THE RIGHT ONE.

As long as he's with me, I'm fighting this war. ;)

SEVENTEEN, FOREVER SEVENTEEN. :)

Remember that cute guy in the park.
The make-up that sparkles in the dark.
The times that have been,
always and forever seventeen.

LOST AND RECKLESS.
Innocent but never denfenseless.
The words from a senseless mouth,
all because we're seventeen.

Designer clothes from a fashion mag.
The peep-toe heels, every stuff I must have.
Oversized shades, signatured bags.
Every 17-er's up for a grab.

The fun, enjoyment and all night partying.
Never see that time is coming.
We're pretty smart, every girl wants to be.
SO I AM CONFESSING, I'll be FOREVER SEVENTEEN. :)



******** happy 18th birthday Hensel Albert Tan.
Wishing you all the luck and blessings in life. :) ***********

SHAWTY IS DA SH T :))

Do you take your phone to the bathroom with you?

** Pag may katext ako. :)

What's one thing you've learned this year?

** That teenagers are a big pain on the butt. ;)

What did you do today?

** Nagexercise then kumain after so it has no effect haha!

Who are your last 4 texts from?

** OMG. This reminds me that I haven't check my phone yet. :)

Are you excited about anything major?

** Nah, it's making me feel that it's bye bye seventeen. :)

Who is your hero?

** Jose Rizal JOKE. REESE WITHERSPOON.

Have you ever been a gymnast, dancer or a cheerleader?

** Never, but I taught kids though. IRONIC it is? YES YES! :)

Are you going out of town soon?

** Im always out of town HAHA!

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?

** UH _ HUH

How tall are you?

** shit. HAHA

Are you comfortable with your height?

** NO NO NO.

How's the weather?

** It's killing me. SO HOT HOT eh?

What would you do if you answered the door, and it was Lil Wayne?

** You got the moves men!

Who was the last baby you held?

** ugg my cuzzz. SO CUTIE CUTE CUTE. I WUB HIM!!! :*)

Is there a guy that knows everything about you?

** NO. HAHA

What are you doing for your next birthday?

** Want to buy something for myself. :)

Where was your default picture taken?

** house.

Do you eat while you're on the computer?

** no.

EAT YOUR SPEECH

At first, I was really bitter with what had happened. Fall in love then get hurt. THAT SAME OLD CYCLE. Who wouldn't feel a tiny hint of bitterness. I swear, that all happened to me and now I admit that was so damn stupid. Getting your heart broken with the wrong guy is the worst mistake of my entire life. It wasn't meant to happen I swear.Before he came, I was still trying to slowly get up from a nightmare and then BOOM! He was there. I never thought this would turn out to be a rollercoaster ride. I was UP then I was DOWN. Imagine yourself being caught in the middle of the PAST and the PRESENT. It was hard to admit at first. There were moments when I felt like it was all wrong then falling in love all over again. STUPID IT IS but what can I do? WHEN THE LOVEBUG STRUCKS IT'S SO HARD TO STOP. The hardest part is trying to control your emotions. YOU CANT GET JEALOUS, YOU CAN'T GET MAD. YOU SIMPLY HAVE NO RIGHT. What's hard is seeing that one person with another. It's like killing your own self. But then, EXPERIENCE TEACHES US TO BE STRONG. No matter how painful it is, we just have to accept it, LEARN FROM IT, & be strong.

Now, I can finally say that I'm much a grown up lady.
Though somehow, what I got from that experience is a crap, I still get myself going.
Relationships might not work but I know, someday, A PRINCE WILL SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE. :)

We Ride :)

I LOVE TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE. :)

PICNIC GROVE - TAGAYTAY CITY

Paulo && Stanger.
his dare is to take a snapshot with someone we barely even know. :))

SO THIS IS - L.O.V.E

Dont drink too much, a scandal might happen. lmao. Unknown to this two people, we were taking snapshots of their K.O moments and this is what happened. GREEN MINDS DECEIVE people. HAHA. :))



TAGAYTAY '09

JUSTIN JANNEL CHUA, RIADEL MARIE SUING, JASPER OLIVER TAN, LURILYN DUYA, TWINKLE DELA CRUZ, MARC JASON NG, JOHN PAULO ORDINANZA && MA. KATHRINE CO. :)

Our Sweet Escape 04-02-09 :)

Last April 2, 2009. We went to Tagaytay for some bonding with friends. Libre to ni Justin for those who helped her in the preparation for her debut last 21st of March. First plan is to go to an amusement park but later on decided to just go out of town. We were originally composed of 15 people pero we ended up with only eight. We thought that our trip would be boring but then we thought wrong. It was actually fun, I suppose. MJ getting drunk. HAHA now I knowhis dark secret. His spill about the marshmallows. That was totally hilarious. Justin also made her way. HAHAH!!! Overall, the trip was unforgettable. :)

"pag inipit mo sa kili-kili mo ang marshmallows, dadami tayo because of its sugar content."
-Marc Jason Ng