Goodnight Moon.

Hello! Sup? So as promised, I'm trying all my best to update this more often. You know that feeling when you look back on your old posts and feel like a total shithead? Hahahaha. Funny, I've been rereading my 2009 posts and I was all smiles reading those stuff. I almost forgot that it all happened.

Anyways, my week was great. Last tuesday I saw my FUTURE boyfriend. Hahaha, I'm kidding. And also, I finally received my new I-pod Nano 5th Generation! I'm so psyched!


K, that's all for tonight. GOODBYE.

Because I Saw Him Yesterday..

If was your girlfriend I would....
(from tumblr)

* play video games with you
* bring you on top on my rooftop & watch the sunset go down
* show up at your games to support you
* play thumbs war with you when I’m bored
* make matching outfits for us because I think its cute
* poke your tummy to see if your tickleish
* also be your bestfriend & your baabyloove
* call you every morning just to say ’ goodmorning ! I love you so mucho ! ’
* compare our hand sizes before we start holding hands
* not get butt hurt if you have other plans with friends/family, i’ll understand.
* stand on my tippy toes when I try to hug you
* take pictures of us doing gooofy faces
* listen & be there for you when youre having issues
* not get jealous when youre with your girl bestfriends
* not dress all dolled up just to seek your attention , ew .
* importantly love you with all I have (=
* See all this I would to for you & all you got to do for me ? Be real ; no bullshit .

See? I would do that for you. we just don't know each other as much as I want to. :) I wanna see you everyday, but often I see you by chance, by fate. I trusted fate, as long as I see you, I'd be happy. I'd forever be happy. right now, I've got a lot of issues with myself and my friends, but you, you made me feel like I still have all the reasons to love myself, to love life, to trust fate. Yes, KISMET HAPPENS! ♥

I WISH YOU COULD READ THIS. ♥

"Kapag Ako Ay Nagmahal"

Tagalog post. Okay, so pinanood ko ulit tong movie na to. Well, sorry ako na ang corny. Hahaha LOLJK pero for me hindi to corny, try niyo kaya i-watch, mamatay na judgmental. Haha, anyways. Sobrang nasupol lang naman ako sa ibang mga lines. Mej naiyak ako (Mej lang kase andito lang naman si mommy baka pagtawanan ako.) Hahaha. Super ayos yung mga line, made for me ata? HAHAHAHA JK again! As in HUHUHU. Tutulo na yung luha ko kanina pero.......SNAP andito pala si mommy sa room. Uhgggg, pero as in! Mag-bestfriends sila tapos inlove sa isa`t-isa? Parang ouch lang! Ouch lang talaga. OMG! Haaaaaaaaaaaay, anyway I will watch this again, I swear! HAHAHAHA


Yun lang, Kbye! :)) :* >:)

Last.

This past few days I've been overthinking about some things. To be honest, I am really hurt of what I am hearing from some people. Negative comments about me, my life, my family. Seriously? Can't we get this over with?

I just want to defend myself for the friggin' last time. I know this is pointless but still... for the last time.

1.) If you really truly do not like me, why are you still following me on twitter? You can just click the unfollow button and there would be NO HARD FEELINGS. I swear.

2.) If you think I wanted to gain attention: FIRST OF ALL, YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE GIVING ME ALL THE ATTENTION, then why the fuck are you accusing me of such?

3.) I KNOW I AM FAT. CALL ME A PIG. I AM NOT DENYING MY WEIGHT MY DEAR.

4.) About the "Copycat" issue. Ages ago, somebody already accused me of such. I felt bad about it of course. IF IM COPYING ALL HER OUTFITS OR ANYTHING THEN WHY AM I STILL WEARING CLOTHES? It's like, I don't have the freedom to choose what I like anymore because of you fucking judgmental anons on formspring.

5.) If I am a bad influence, why do I always get an grade average of not lower than TWO-POINT-FUCKING-ZERO every semester. And you? Can you like show me your grades?

*and btw, I know my grammer isn't dictionary-perfect but least I tried*


I would like to clarify a lot more. But this. This is enough. I would never ever give a shit about you again. This would be the last. Get over yourself. let me live my fucking life.

I'm sorry also. There were some things I did wrong and I am admitting it fucking now. It happened already and I can't take back the things I said. But, we can all just move on and live our own lives. Forget about me, forget my name, forget my story. Just please, please, fucking please.

I WANT MY LIFE BACK.

I CANT SLEEP, SERIOUSLY.

I can't sleep. Hmmm, I wonder why? Lol.

Will You Come Back in a Heartbeat?

Hello, awhile ago I was browsing through my friendster profile. Just for fun, I backread all comments and testimonials from my everybody. And I came up with this. It was a testimonial from a really good old fella.

Yeah, sometimes you tend to miss old people in your old life and you just wish you can turn back time. During those days, I thought we could be...SOMETHING. But, I am forever just a good friend, somebody he can rely on during tough times. Somebody who would save him from everything. Somebody who will do his homework for him.

After 4 years, I was able to see this again. So many things have changed. As far as I can see, he's so happy with his girlfriend of three years. I am always reminded of that very moment I asked him if they're still together and he just replied: "Why? you wnt me to break up with her?" That moment, I wanted to say YES. Hahaha. Really, I just miss him. I fucking miss him, PERIOD.

Life goes on.. It was a good 3years of friendship. Everytime I see him, I could always feel his excitement and eagerness to have a crazy little chat with me. I CAN FEEL IT, and just that is enough to make my day, ALWAYS. I love him, but not the same way I loved him before. Things always change, feelings doesn't stay the same for a lifetime. I know, because I did change. I'm happy now, but still misses him every fucking day of my life.

This was the very first time I blogged about him after four year. I always thank God that I met him. I've learned a lot from him. From afar I felt that he loved me too. I mean, as a friend. I am so contented with that. I will always be here for him. I will never ever get tired of listening to his drama and gossips. I will love more than any other boys who will come in to my life. He's the best, and I just know it. :) <3

Summer is Over

Summer is almost over and I could say that I didn`t quite enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed my summer break every fucking year. Maybe because we are left with some more school works to finish over the summer. Now it`s done, summer is almost through. I didn`t even had the chance to hit the beach, g party with my friends, have a couple of drinking sessions. Totally zero. I`m like a loser this summer. A nerdy loser. Stuck in front of the laptop encoding stuff for our test construction. This is like some sort of a punishment for not attending classes. Seriously, I`m not really the type of girl who comes to class, sits down, and listen to the professor. Really, I have a very short attention span when it comes to classroom discussion.

But hey, now I`m a junior. I can`t believe it`s almost over. In two years, I`d finally be part of the working professionals. Well, the sacrifices this summer is somehow worth it. I got 1.5 as a final grade on that subject and man, it looks good. Still I`m not really satisfied with my performance last term. I got a 3.0 grade on one subject and that is not the usual me. I never got a pasang-awa grade all my student life. Hey, no drama! It`s a lesson learned for me though.

Wow, I`m shocked that I was able to blog a real BLOG with all my thoughts in. Anyway, I should do this more often. :)

Xoxo,

Ria

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