EAT YOUR SPEECH

At first, I was really bitter with what had happened. Fall in love then get hurt. THAT SAME OLD CYCLE. Who wouldn't feel a tiny hint of bitterness. I swear, that all happened to me and now I admit that was so damn stupid. Getting your heart broken with the wrong guy is the worst mistake of my entire life. It wasn't meant to happen I swear.Before he came, I was still trying to slowly get up from a nightmare and then BOOM! He was there. I never thought this would turn out to be a rollercoaster ride. I was UP then I was DOWN. Imagine yourself being caught in the middle of the PAST and the PRESENT. It was hard to admit at first. There were moments when I felt like it was all wrong then falling in love all over again. STUPID IT IS but what can I do? WHEN THE LOVEBUG STRUCKS IT'S SO HARD TO STOP. The hardest part is trying to control your emotions. YOU CANT GET JEALOUS, YOU CAN'T GET MAD. YOU SIMPLY HAVE NO RIGHT. What's hard is seeing that one person with another. It's like killing your own self. But then, EXPERIENCE TEACHES US TO BE STRONG. No matter how painful it is, we just have to accept it, LEARN FROM IT, & be strong.

Now, I can finally say that I'm much a grown up lady.
Though somehow, what I got from that experience is a crap, I still get myself going.
Relationships might not work but I know, someday, A PRINCE WILL SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE. :)