Will You Come Back in a Heartbeat?

Hello, awhile ago I was browsing through my friendster profile. Just for fun, I backread all comments and testimonials from my everybody. And I came up with this. It was a testimonial from a really good old fella.

Yeah, sometimes you tend to miss old people in your old life and you just wish you can turn back time. During those days, I thought we could be...SOMETHING. But, I am forever just a good friend, somebody he can rely on during tough times. Somebody who would save him from everything. Somebody who will do his homework for him.

After 4 years, I was able to see this again. So many things have changed. As far as I can see, he's so happy with his girlfriend of three years. I am always reminded of that very moment I asked him if they're still together and he just replied: "Why? you wnt me to break up with her?" That moment, I wanted to say YES. Hahaha. Really, I just miss him. I fucking miss him, PERIOD.

Life goes on.. It was a good 3years of friendship. Everytime I see him, I could always feel his excitement and eagerness to have a crazy little chat with me. I CAN FEEL IT, and just that is enough to make my day, ALWAYS. I love him, but not the same way I loved him before. Things always change, feelings doesn't stay the same for a lifetime. I know, because I did change. I'm happy now, but still misses him every fucking day of my life.

This was the very first time I blogged about him after four year. I always thank God that I met him. I've learned a lot from him. From afar I felt that he loved me too. I mean, as a friend. I am so contented with that. I will always be here for him. I will never ever get tired of listening to his drama and gossips. I will love more than any other boys who will come in to my life. He's the best, and I just know it. :) <3