"I felt out of place, till he looked into my eyes. My friends wont believe me., if they could only see me. At the risk of sounding cheesy, I think I fell for the boy on TV."


There are those moments when you lose all your words, afraid that you might say the wrong ones and ruin the moment. There are moments that are simply irreplaceable. Warm hugs and cute hello's. How could you forget that one moment when the person you ACTUALLY like smiled at you. I just can't explain. It was so magical, I'm left speechless. Somehow, reality calls me. HE IS STILL NOT THE ONE FOR YOU. I can't possibly fall in love with this guy. He just makes me happy and feel "kilig" but no LOVE. :)) BUT STILL YEAH! IM REALLY HAPPY, LIKE SUPER HAPPY!!!!! =)) I wish I could talk to him more, laugh with him often, share drinks with him too. I know, sooner. Patience has a reward. Good things come to those who wait. I know, cause I believe. :">


"I met a boy and I can't relax, the only problem is he's a movie star.

I don't know. I'm still guarded though, like helloooooo? HOW COULD HE POSSIBLY LIKE ME? AS IN ZERO CHANCE! NO CHANCE! NO NEVER! They say sometimes you just have to be with the person who makes you smile even if it means waiting, so I waited FIVE FREAKIN' LONG MONTHS and finally I get a hug from him! I WAS SO-SO HAPPY, inexplainable happiness! :">


One day, we'll see each other again. That day will be so special, I will make you laugh, I will let you sleep on my shoulders. I know you're always tired because of your work and I'll be there to make things better. No matter what they say about you and the other boys, I will fight back just to prove them that they are wrong. Some people may hate what you're doing but I will love every single thing about it. I will remember every detail and be the greatest fan of your life. I will be here, as a friend, as a fan, as a P.A, as RIA who always care. That girl who did everything just to see you again. That girl who brought her mom with her just to see your show. That girl who always say good things and only positive things about you. One day, I will make you feel your worth. I just need a chance, the right words to say. I just need a little more courage, more miracle to be able to say these things. Right now, I'd just be your fan. I'll always be proud of you. No matter what my friends tell me about all these things I've been doing, I don't care anymore. I'll give you my support. I got your back and I promise to stay.

All I need now is an assurance that you would do your best. Ignore the haters and just do what you love to do. I just need to see you achieve your goals.REACH FOR THE STARS. Whenever you stumble and fall, I'll always be here to remind you about how great you are! How proud I am because I've known you, for even just hours. Just keep shining, you are a star (at least for me). I won't mind being called "jologs" or "jeje". You don't have to prove anything to them, just keep working. Enjoy what you're doing and I'll be fine. Hopefully someday, I'd see you again. Successful and at the peak of your career. I WILL ALWAYS BE SO PROUD OF YOU & HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME. YOU KNOW WHY???? BECAUSE I MET YOU. And I AM BLESSED. ♥ :)

YOU NEVER HAVE TO BE ON A MOVIE SCREEN, TO BE THE LEADING MAN IN ALL MY DREAMS. ♥