Looking Forward

I'll be graduating soon and the right time has come.

I've tried so hard to resist having a boyfriend. Not because I needed to or my parents asked me to. I resist because I wanted to. So you see, for seven years I have been admiring the same boy. His smile, his eyes, his voice. Just everything about him is enough to make me fall over and over again. I refrained from having a boyfriend for so many years because he helped me create standards for my future partner. I wouldn't lower these standards just because I wanted to replace him or any other shallow reasons. I set these standards because I know my worth. I know That after all these years of waiting, I deserve someone who will love me regardless of the many flaws that I have. A perfect one does not exist, I know that. But hey, a real man does.

He may not be Superman, he does not have all these superpowers. But I know he'd make me smile. If not every second but everyday. This man will keep me company, we might have differences but he's gonna do all his best to work things out. He will open up my heart and help me get ready for a fall. He's gonna catch me so I know it would hurt less. There will be misunderstandings but he won't let a day pass by without making it up to me. He's gonna love me properly, today and forever.

And he's gonna wait for the two words he is longing to hear from me. That day when we are infront of love ones and our King. That day I'd say those two words. The day I would say "I Do".