Well, not today actually. Last tuesday, September 28. :) I dunno what I felt actually. The night before I met, I was convincing myself that he's not worth any of my time, but in the back of my mind I was thinking that it wouldn't hurt if I gave myself a chance. Well, its just plain crush actually, nothing serious.
So the story is, I've been eyeing him since august this year. I always see him with one of my blockmates. I kept the "liking" really well cause nobody knew about it till now. But honestly, it was reallyyyy obvious! Everytime he goes into our room to announce something, I tend to STFU and listen to him. (Even if IDGAF with what he's saying) hahaha! But nobody knew about it until I told them about it. I simply couldn't take the burden anymore!! Ha ha ha!
Then last sunday, I was tweeting about him. I was like: "I think I finally found a crush on school now, but I'm not sure yet." Ha ha ha. Cause that's true. I'm not really sure if I like him or not. He's kinda not my type, number 1: CAUSE HE'S NOT CHINESE!! And number 2: he's pinoy. I'm sorry but really, I'm not into filipino guys that much, yeah, I know they're sweet but still, no. So I thought that maybe I'm just attracted to him because I see him everyday, and there aren't a lot of good looking guys in school. So maybe that why I find him attractive/appealing.
Maybe another reason is that I miss the thrill of having a crush! You know, the feeling of getting excited to go to school everyday. :)
I finally found someone to look forward to everyday, something that's not impossible. And I'm sure, my junior year would be great!!!
I'm just waiting for the best moments in my life to happen. :)
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