I don't understand why it still affects me on the inside. It's like after all these years that I thought I've already moved on, changed myself for the better and JUST one picture of you and your girl hit me hard on the head.
So you see, I'm single and you're happy. Where is fairness in this world? I don't know what's going to happen to me if I don't stop this nonsense right at this moment. What can I do? I miss you, I miss us. I miss our friendship, I miss the songs. I miss your laughter, I miss you making me laugh. I miss your phone, I miss you texting me. I miss your eyes, I miss you looking at me. I miss the best guy friend I've ever had my entire life! What is going on now? I miss your random phone calls, I. JUST. MISS. EVERYTHING.
I wish I'd be given second chance. I will love you even more, I will love you the best way I can. I don't care if I'll be just one of your choices, I don't care if I am just an option, in the end I will do my very best for you to still choose me. I think I still do love you, you never made me cry, but I did. But I love you, I know it's not enough to be with you right now. I love you, I hope you'd hear me from here. I love you.
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