FOREVER ALONE

Not. For. Real.

The usual drama, just when you're starting to like someone again after being lonely for fucking three years, everything failed. It's like, buying 3 boxes of expired Ferrero Rocher chocolates and you have to take it though you know it might kill you because your money will be wasted for nothing if you don't eat it. Okay, whatever.

So here it goes.
He still loves his X. I know, right? Happens all the time!!! Why can't I like a guy without an ex? Oh please, too much drama because of ex girlfriends. Please. Please. Please Lord.

I have to admit, I got hurt, a little. Why? Don't ask me, I don't even know why. I feel like everything's falling apart. I feel unlovable, I feel ugly, I feel rejected and it sucks. I tried to smile and laugh it all off but at the end of the day, ako padin yung talo kasi na-fall ako. I can't stop thinking about this dude but now I have to stop. It's all not worth it and I'm just wasting my time..


..Cause deep down I know, God wrote a perfect love story for me but he's still waiting for a guy to play the role of my TRUE LOVE. :)



True Love Waits. :)